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April 26 fat farmAccording the my figure nearby, I have to work out to reduce weight. The rules as follows:
1. Never eat anything after five o'clock p.m. except fruit.
2. Good things are supposed to be tasted instead of to fill my belly and the endless desire for epicurism.
3. Refuse junk food.
4. It's food, not love. Then eat slower and halt to chew.
5. Cut off the cafe every weekend with Chacha. We both need to rebuild the figure.
6. Save the money for something interesting, like great papers "South Weekend" and magazine "Movie Weekly" "National Geography". PS: the journey to Nanjing and Shanghai. April 25 Dreaming kid are all weA friend today is flying to Stuttgart, Germany. Days before he was confused and exhausted due to the troublesome and endless procedure of going overseas, just like me hoping for the offers that seem never achieved. Finally, he got his visa and catched up his luggage, got on the train, the plane......In a word, his journey has began. Best wishes for him. Good luck, 大牙。
Queen hopes we could, someday, design and make clothes as the characters in "Paradise Kiss"do. Chef (in a restauraut serves the courses and desert that only I can cook), designer, making shoes and handbag...... Queen wanna astract Essential oil, while Chacha is working out of MV to memory her own favorite soap opera.......
We are all living in dreams. April 23 BirthdayYesterday on the ride of bus at night, the flowing light outside reminded me so much of my childhood. I have grown up. Three days ago, I was offically 24 years old and spending the sunny afternoon with Chacha in Golden Hans. The wishes from my friends are never too late to have. However, the feeling of growing into nobody made me blue and some sort of hopeless. In America, it takes more than fifteen years to become a surgeon and over twenty years for a chief. It pays well, though. I still can not quite get them. So long the time and so much fun they missed. Perhaps life itself should not be just a party or something funny, it just offers you a chance to do what you most wanna and get what you most like, while you exert yourself to making your dreams come true. The birthday seem to be a watershed, I am not confident about the doomed offer now and the waiting seems endless......
I have got the greatest parents all over the world,and I am missing Papa and Mammy...... Therefore, I am going home ! April 19 Hero & ScientistWhen you render desperate for the crazy things happening in the real world, something so amazing and herotic just comes out. The seventy-year-old Israel scientist risk his own for the survival of his students in the class in the Virginia Tech Shooting at April 15,2006. An upright people is always ready to be nice, while whether to be a hero, that's beyond the education, the cultivation -- it depends on pursuit for the glory that against the instinct of human being. April 16 overseasThe news of "Virginia Tech Shootings" delivers as astonishing as a thunderbolt breaking the blue sky. It's harder to get a visa from American due to the freak is a Chinese student. He is about my age...... I cannot understand why someone does this sort of thing at all, so young so blooming for his future, as well as taking all of the great things that would happen in the long journey of the 32 Fatalities. Wrath is a gift of Satan......
Having been through a blog of a boy studying in Paris, I was laughing at his, (calm down) poor English, while I began to consider the practical aspect of the life overseas. Renting house, laundry, cooking, banking, loneness, and being discriminated perhaps, in a word -- independence. Just as the news suddenly comes out today, how would my parents calm down when they even have no idea whether Virginia Tech has something to do with my college? I am so selfish...... Anyway, in the opposite, just as Mars said, instability and the appetence for glory drive you to believe you should at least try to get the star...... April 15 mellow jade & resplendent diamondAll of the charming characters that interest me seem to be a desert to a kid as they draw my attention all the time. Admiring someone's flare and keen to acquaint myself with the deeper, I considerred the shinning smile in the playground as stars at night. I have envied the gentle and cultivated quality emitting casually and strongly, and as the time goes by, it had become a pimple in my heart, like a unavailable toy. Finally, finally........
While growing up, changing is always the basic part, no matter whether you like it.
见贤思齐， I can not express this word in English so brief and delicately as the chinese does.
How many old friends you'll have to see?
When it comes better and better day by day, it's more and more possible for me to leave.I wish I am doomed to this fate. Queen loves the song "If I only have to stay" and admires the singer,and she said "It has taken my heart, because you are going and leaving me behind." Touching, yeah, really. She performed a lot these days and seemed to be happy. The dreams of teenager are untouchable, like, yes, the evanescent mirage. By all means, the only dream that I wish, hope and prey to come true should come true, while the others just gone with the wind. Sometimes, I guess every story should have an ending, then there are many of mine in adolescence these days. Maybe every relationship renders a storage life, and friendship is great for everyone.
April 08 making a moveTurning things out, washing, airing, labeling, boxing up and then moving all things upstairs...... So much steps for planning and doing. That's why I hate moving around. Watching the sun showing up from and hiding behind the cloud, I waited still as time passing away. With the warth in the air, I knew spring has come.
Move on, kid. Do not ever look forward for the praise and certification that one did get from the past. Release all the sorrow and hope. April 03 tonight I feel close to youtonight I feel close to youClose my eyes and feel your mind She loves blue best, while I love her best. I knew I need this love years ago. Two girls grew up together, unusually close and conflicting...... Falling in love with the unreal dreamer
April 02 Jude Law Dickey Greenleaf, what kind of person should be named in this except a prince? Jude Law is always acting as a cute and smart prince born in great family, both with wealth and reputation. The wild-oat-looking and the elite-quality presents not only a attractive and enthralling cute guy, but also an epic, Grecian, nobler and tragic warrior who fights from the rights he thought everyone should have, a better world all the people live in happily. He believes in the Eutopia that had never existed, due to his own fairy, golden, perfect childhood. All the princes have to grow up, the dream he chased after it's so big even for a prince, hence he decided to live as a brinkman.
Sometimes I just wonder how would everything be if ...... Someone is not just so mature as I thought he was, and every prince has to grow up to build his own castle. I am supposed to be happy to be who I am now, instead of figureing for the things I do not have.
There is no perfecion and consummation in this world. Seeking for the praise from others is and considerring to surprise the old fellows is sort of weakness and totally a sin of vanity, which I can not afford. April 01 AD from George Washington UniversityThings sometimes just happened. An admission of Master with no offer arrived last Friday. It makes me feel blue and happy. I cannot afford the fee without any offer, however I knew it before. But the admission surprised me as a great certification, which it means so much to me. Any way, after the connection with a co-worker of Chacha' mother in George Washington University, there is still no job for me there. Then I cannot go Washington D.C. for my graduate education. This surprise, after all, it's no more than episode to me.
The reunion of High School on Sunday is also a surprise, which makes me so happy that I was a little out of control. Walking along the Chengxian Street alone, watching the Confucius from the distance, thinking whether I would be a scholar or something. I did not get into the LaMa Temple because I feel it was sort of serious for someone to connect with the unseen holy.
He is cute and single. I have asked the God to provide me the chance, however, at present nothing is more charming than the dream itself. Hence, I would go ahead to my own paradise. He is not mine. I know sometimes some emotion would be only hided in the memory. Qin suggested that I should stay here instead of going overseas. "The happiness relies on what yourself get, not what others offer you" I said. So, be cool. |
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